untitled (a blue light calls)
2:47:25
filmed on hi-8


I grasped at strings
I needed things
You sea bream, soaked to the seam
Entitled dream where I thought I saw your face
Awake to the taste of metabolic waste land
Your ooze, your space 

I fell between the ladder and the window
The enthralling call of three widows
Suspense you held in your palm,
The fronds I long to belong in psalm
So hold me here, dear
Absolve my fears 

To cry is fear
To spend four years
Unclear to why I die
Every time i
Lie and lie and lie 

Disappointment involved
In time based city scape
Effervescent dance hall
A blue light calls
I wish to imply them all 

Slept away,
No time today
The pace of erasure
Of sideways glances, insature 

The face of them all
Blood red, silent shawl
I made a game to cleanse my brain
Ignore the pain, ignore the pain