the color red

Grab onto my coat tails
Make sure they’re straight
Sink into the floor
It’s getting late

Misappropriate my heart on our first date
Kill me, softly
Slowly, fondly
Grab onto my suit pocket

Show me what two people can do
I’ll watch from the nosebleeds and give you a three-star rating
Like the critics do

But nothing heals me like the thought of you

Grab my hand
Try to understand
That I didn’t text because I loved you
And that stale stairwell on a Thursday night was the best feeling

Your voice like a teleprompter
Promptly, kindly
Crying, softly
Grab onto every little thing

You tell me it’s wrong to keep calling you
And I’ll lay shattered trying to find some roundabout reasoning
Like those in denial do

But nothing breaks me like the thought of you

Grab a light
Fade out of sight
Consider the seventh circle of comedy
It’s getting late

I managed to get through the day today
Barely, softly
Despair, dishonesty
Grab onto the thought of me

Find a way not to think about you
Distract myself with a conversation until two
Like most people do

But nothing kills me like the thought of you